| Hi Shannon,I can certainly realte so very much to how you are feeling. It seems those pangs hit me out of the blue, often times. A few days ago we were in a nearby town which has a cute and popular Main Street. Very Currier & Ives. As we were leaving the restaurant we had eaten at, the hostess told us in an hour they were going to light the tree on the town common, open up all the storefronts for hot chocolate and cookies and have sleigh rides going up and down Main Street. We opted to skip it as it was quite cold. As we drove off in our car I saw a grandmother with her little granddaughter and they were both beaming. Sadness just washed over me as I realized not only will I never have that singular expereince, but someday I won't even have Sasha at all during the holidays. It was overwhelmingly sad. I think you are smart to chose whichever adventure your hearts lead you on and enjoy, enjoy, enjoy! Thinking of you this holiday season, and always. Joanne
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